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Fear of Flying

by As Particles Collide

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Wide eyed all day long As we scream and bleed this song What was that you said as if I gave a fuck Chalk this one up to your bad luck I see you standing there staring at your feet Don’t even look at me Cause I’ll fucking break your teeth No one cares Go fuck yourself Because in the end Who the fuck needs friends And by the way stop bleeding on my cloths I just took a bath and drank up all your booze These stupid clowns run all over town Nothing but stupid clowns run this town No one cares Go fuck yourself Because in the end Who the fuck needs friends As if you didn’t know Everything in this world is mine As if you didn’t know Everything in this world is mine
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Don’t let your dreams visit you at your funeral Remember that lady who told you you’re dead a long time She was right, she knew, and now she’s gone She was right, she knew, and now she’s gone Get up Get up Get up Get up Get up Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Cast your demons all aside Get yourself lost under the big skies Under big skies in towns called Tracy Leave the naysayers, the doubters backstabbers behind The narrow-minded bitter losers, small town zeroes Grab your bag don’t look back Head for the door and find your own road Get up Get up Get up Get up Get up Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Cast your demons all aside Get yourself lost under the big skies Under big skies in towns called Tracy Gonna feel the soil from another world Goodbye to the concrete boxes And hello to a new untamed world of wonder not grey defeat And hello to a new untamed world of wonder not grey defeat Get up Get up Get up Get up Get up Get out Get out Get out Get out Get out Cast your demons all aside Get yourself lost under the big skies Under big skies in towns called Tracy
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We said we’d go down with the ship Yet here we stand on the shore I keep thinking you’re down the hall When I look you’re now where at all Try so hard but no one can Pull your wires from my brain Tell me this is just some bad dream Give me drugs so I don’t scream I’d rather be fucking burned alive Than just sit and watch us die Who’s to say what is real And who’s to say how you feel Is it to late to say I’m wrong We said we’d go down with the ship Yet here we stand on the shore I’d drowned myself in your tears To prevent living all our fears I keep thinking you’re down the hall When I look you’re now where at all Try so hard but no one can Pull your wires from my brain Tell me this is just some bad dream Give me drugs so I don’t scream I’d rather be fucking burned alive Than just sit and watch us die So this is what we look like on the inside Everyone’s afraid when it’s time to die I keep telling myself this isn’t happening Lying here next to you and I’m not sure who’s bleeding I keep telling myself this isn’t happening Lying here next to you and I’m not sure who’s bleeding So this is what we look like on the inside Everyone’s afraid when it’s time to die So this is what we look like on the inside Everyone’s afraid when it’s time to die
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I don’t think so son Is what you said to me As we went over All our broken dreams I should have let out all this pain I wish you could have done the same Please tell me this is not good bye Where do we go when the lights burn out Out in the field where the cars rot Where we talked about what we lost You’re not alive until you die You’re not alive until you die
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The Arsonist 03:54
All my dreams end in suffering Hear those screams? It means nothing And now it’s all gone The ash burns out my lungs Stainless steel melts down my walls No one’s there when I try to call I don’t know anything, all I feel is pain I don’t know anything, all I feel is pain And now it’s all gone The ash burns out my lungs How long can you scream? You know you don’t mean anything I’m scratching inside, I’m bending back my nails Wash it away, but it’s never gone I don’t know anything, all I feel is pain I don’t know anything, all I feel is pain And now it’s all gone The ash burns out my lungs How long can you scream? You know you don’t mean anything
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Radio Flyer 03:17
Love is all I feel Tell me this is how it always will be Walk this way Feel no pain It’s okay I’ll explain The things we do to be in our tribes The games we play just to feel alive Loss is so unreal I’ve walked in circles about you For this there is nothing I won’t do Walk this way Feel no pain It’s okay I’ll explain The things we do to be in our tribes The games we play just to feel alive
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The sky that shines its brightest colors Is the sky in your eyes Any day can be the day We reach out across the stars All the tiny little things are what make up everything All the tiny little things are what make up everything To the sun and back again I won’t say another word To the sun and back again everything is everything Air goes in breath comes out There’s nothing to scream or shout We just laughed all day long You can come and sing along Take my hand and you will see These little bits of everything All the tiny little things are what make up everything All the tiny little things are what make up everything To the sun and back again I won’t say another word To the sun and back again everything is everything
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She comes to me all dressed in black Anything she wants is all I ask Better red, better red, better red than dead Better red, better red, better red than dead She takes off her clothes I peel back my skin She sews my eyes shut Before the fun begins She whispers in my ear it’s okay to kill She whispers in my ear it’s what we do for thrills I always let her come in my bed She likes when we wake up with the dead Better red, better red, better red than dead Better red, better red, better red than dead She takes off her clothes I peel back my skin She sews my eyes shut Before the fun begins She whispers in my ear it’s okay to kill She whispers in my ear it’s what we do for thrills
10.
I know where I know where you hide Their charred remains still hang from your blade After the fire outcomes the sun This all comes down to what you believe We know where you live And we know where you hide You will be the first When it’s time to die All gods children sing his song You’ve played with fire for far to long I know what this really is Did you think you got away with it A fight I’ve run from Until my bones where bare You bring this to my door step Beating your drums of war I scrubbed our hands of all their skin
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Summer of 96 03:01
I know we were done before we started To all my friends who were lost in the chaos As we laid down and thought out forever The storm came in and washed out our cover Please don’t let me stop you from leaving No we’re not kidding Dad was here and the cops were just over You fucking kids better look over your shoulder So old man go and sing your song About some summer that’s dead and gone And all your friends no longer here It’s the same old shit that’s pretty clear All these memories are over grown Covered in cobwebs and left to rust out Hold on to those days I know we were done before we started To all my friends who were lost in the chaos As we laid down and thought out forever The storm came in and washed out our cover
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What Remains 05:20
I walk through this wasteland alone This desert is no place to call home I came here to die So long since I could look inside Biting scratching tearing my soul You have destroyed all that we know Tell me that’s not who you are I can’t fix all of your scars I came here to die So long since I could look inside Biting scratching tearing my soul You have destroyed all that we know I'm staring into the light Praying I lose my eyesight I always believed in you I always believed in you How many fathers kill their own sons If there's a hell then I'll burn for this one How many fathers kill their own sons Tell me this isn't what you've done Tell me this isn't what you've done Where's your soul Where’s your soul No one knows No one knows That's not you I'll do what I have to Burn it down Until one of us is gone
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released April 21, 2023

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As Particles Collide Grand Rapids, Michigan

As Particles Collide is the solo music project of Kyle Breidenfield

Kyle started this project in 2018 after bouncing around in other small projects and bands on and off for many years.

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